*panics*
My dad wants me to spend time with my step-family on Saturday, by going to the zoo. I haven't even seen them in about 3 years. And I'd meet my step-nieces/nephews. Yeah, apparently Vanessa had another kid. And Jared...well, he was the only brother I've actually ever had. Gah. I just get so nervous when I'm around them. I feel guilty, because it's like my dad made Carrie kick them out of the house to make room for me and him. And I don't know how they feel about me. It's scary. D: I don't know what to do. Should I go? I do miss Jared...but I'd feel so awkward. BAH.

...Anyway...

Oowww! I'm so out of shape! My forearms are killing me, and it's only been 3 days of Guard practice! I can barely do a single. I feel so lame. hahaha. Oh, well, I'll just have to stretch my arms more. But the new work looks soooo awesome. I'll have to get a video of it soon. And I like my toss in the "fast" work. It goes niiice and hiiigh. (like Jessie!)

Oh. I've been meaning to ask! I need some good OURAN HOST CLUB fanfiction. I haven't been able to find any. D: TwinsxHaruhi or TamakixHaruhi is preferred. :D Thanks!