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14 July 2011 @ 06:20 pm
...Holy crap, I was a nerd. Wayl.
Current Mood: amusedamused
24 October 2007 @ 07:59 am
Yeah, BIIIG fire over in San Diego right now. I'm not sure if you've heard, my lovely LJ-Friends, but it's been all over the news.

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Btw, you know life hates you when "Anthem of our Dying Day" (From up here, the city lights burn, like a thousand miles of fire) by Story of the Year comes on and then a song called "Suffocating". -_-

Current Location: Clairemont, thank god.
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: The Sun and the Moon - Mae
22 September 2007 @ 03:44 pm
More about me than you've ever wanted to know.Collapse )
Current Mood: blankblank
08 August 2007 @ 03:24 pm
My dad wants me to spend time with my step-family on Saturday, by going to the zoo. I haven't even seen them in about 3 years. And I'd meet my step-nieces/nephews. Yeah, apparently Vanessa had another kid. And Jared...well, he was the only brother I've actually ever had. Gah. I just get so nervous when I'm around them. I feel guilty, because it's like my dad made Carrie kick them out of the house to make room for me and him. And I don't know how they feel about me. It's scary. D: I don't know what to do. Should I go? I do miss Jared...but I'd feel so awkward. BAH.


Oowww! I'm so out of shape! My forearms are killing me, and it's only been 3 days of Guard practice! I can barely do a single. I feel so lame. hahaha. Oh, well, I'll just have to stretch my arms more. But the new work looks soooo awesome. I'll have to get a video of it soon. And I like my toss in the "fast" work. It goes niiice and hiiigh. (like Jessie!)

Oh. I've been meaning to ask! I need some good OURAN HOST CLUB fanfiction. I haven't been able to find any. D: TwinsxHaruhi or TamakixHaruhi is preferred. :D Thanks!
Current Mood: nervousnervous
06 August 2007 @ 05:20 pm

Yeah, couldn't help myself. Soriku's just so cuuute.
Anyway. I think I may have tonsillitis. WHICH SUCKS! I rather enjoy having all my body parts still with me, regardless if I need them or not. (No, they aren't getting taken out, I'm just a being a drama queen.)

Learned new work for Guard today. Whooo. The beginning sucks, but the fast part looks sooo cool. And I don't like my toss, but that's just because I can't do it yet. I was the same way with horizontals. haha. Learning 64 counts in one day is NOT. FUN. Let me tell you. I still don't have it down. And the beginning work is ridiculously slow and then it speeds up! Stupid latin music that the band will ultimately ruin...

Uhm. FOUND ULTRA SUPER FUNNY ZUKO VIDEO ON DEVIANTART. it makes me happy beyond belief. And like I should be on acid at a rave. Muhaha.

Gonna go take quizzes now as I'm too lazy to take bus to bookstore. Whee, Eclipse comes out tomorroooow!<3
Current Mood: boredbored
04 August 2007 @ 10:56 pm
Oh. My. Gosh.

My tio Bobby's over and he brought 300! Yay! But I just found out that he's a republican who believes in the war in Iraq.

...klfjsdhlkf! He keeps saying things that makes me want to slap his head off. How we should stop them before they come over here. Okay, yeah, but what right do we have to make their decisions for them? Sorry, I don't believe in all that pre-empetive crap.

Garh...but today was pretty chill. Just hung out with Gabe and watched Family Guy, then went to Tea N More and got a buttermilk crepe...<3 Those things are ridiculously good. Ooh and a strawberry snow bubble! Hahaha, I am way too Asian for my own good. Then went to bookstore and got two books. Then watched 300 which was pretty good and only made me laugh a couple of times.

Now I'm reading fanfiction and talking to Sir Blake. I ahve also decided it is impossible to not be happy listening to The Rocket Summer. Bryce's voice is just so...I dunno...cheering. :)
Current Mood: okayokay
01 August 2007 @ 05:09 pm
Today was fun! I went to school, slept throguh it since I had nothing else to do, and then hung out with Jessie and Shelby. We went to Del Taco and I got owned my a recycling bin. Yeah. haha. And then I read and they looked through their high school yearbook and Jessie laughed at the retards. Yeah, she's SO nice. hahah.

And now she's telling bad jokes about cheetahs and insisting that they're funny.


I took the Daemon quiz at the Golden Compass website and I got a dog. A DOG NAMED ANDREAS. I wanted like a fox or something. D: Ah, well.

And now Jessie's insisting that she didn't make "fun of the retards, then I sound like the bad guy!!" XD

Kay, gonna go eat enchiladas and play Spyrooo!
Current Location: Home.
Current Mood: groggyHeaaaadachheee
31 July 2007 @ 01:03 pm
Whoo! So I got a bunch done today in summer school. All I have left to do is take a quiz and a test and I'm DONE! No more schoolwork. And I have an A!

Yeah. In Summer School. Lame, I know. But anyway...

Today seems like a good day. For one thing, it's overcast. And I got my lab partner to make a facial expression resembling a smile. Let me tell you, that was pretty hard to do in the first place...and I've gone stamp crazy. So far I've been stamped as Roxas, Demyx, and Ravenclaw. Whooo! I shall have to find more...muhahaha...

Sadly, Gabe's being retarded and emo again. I do not understand that boy. One minute he's happy the next he's saying he wants to fling himself off a cliff. Sheesh.It makes me so frustrated, because I don't know what to do to help him! Mrrrh.

So, time to be a stamp whore again! Whee!
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Eyes on Me by Faye Wong
23 July 2007 @ 09:46 am
That was the most beautiful dream...
I dreamed I was loved. That someone sent me a package explaining why I hadn't seen them in a while, knowing that I was upset. In that package were riddles with each item. The first was a book, and it was about how Woman work. He said that there was one part the said some woman put up walls. He said that it seemed that I was because I was afraid of getting hurt. He then said that I shouldn't worry, because he would never hurt me...a few packages later, there was many sheets of origami and he said that he hoped his 1,000 crane wishes came true. And one more was a Goo Goo Dolls cd I didn't have and a Goo Goo Dolls singing card where he told jokes and most importantly the last thing...a chocolate rose and a love letter, explaining that he would take care of me and that he loved me and he hoped that I loved him. I started crying where i read it, went to show my mom and she pointed to the penguin who delivered it and said I should reply.

And then I woke up.

But gods, how I wish I could have someone like him. It broke my heart to wake up.
Current Mood: lovedLoved! Loved!
22 July 2007 @ 10:55 pm
What are you afraid of?

I am desperately afraid falling and the resulting impact. In the sense of emotionally and physically. I don't like being hurt. it's happened too many times before now, what should make it stop? What if I fall in love, and then I get my heart broken again? What if he end sup like my family, exactly like my family? I couldn't handle. This is one "what if" I don't have the courage to explore.
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional