And this is the story of my life.

24 October 2007 @ 07:59 am

Yeah, BIIIG fire over in San Diego right now. I'm not sure if you've heard, my lovely LJ-Friends, but it's been all over the news.

( Click for pictures and details! )

Btw, you know life hates you when "Anthem of our Dying Day" (From up here, the city lights burn, like a thousand miles of fire) by Story of the Year comes on and then a song called "Suffocating". -_-

EDIT: LOLZ GUYS BUSH IS COMING DOWN TO SAN DIEGO TOMORROW. MAYBE WE'LL GET OPRAH NEXT!!

Tags: fiyah

Current Location: Clairemont, thank god.

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calm

Current Music: The Sun and the Moon - Mae

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22 September 2007 @ 03:44 pm

Survey.

( More about me than you've ever wanted to know. )

Tags: surveys

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08 August 2007 @ 03:24 pm

WHUT?

*panics*
My dad wants me to spend time with my step-family on Saturday, by going to the zoo. I haven't even seen them in about 3 years. And I'd meet my step-nieces/nephews. Yeah, apparently Vanessa had another kid. And Jared...well, he was the only brother I've actually ever had. Gah. I just get so nervous when I'm around them. I feel guilty, because it's like my dad made Carrie kick them out of the house to make room for me and him. And I don't know how they feel about me. It's scary. D: I don't know what to do. Should I go? I do miss Jared...but I'd feel so awkward. BAH.

...Anyway...

Oowww! I'm so out of shape! My forearms are killing me, and it's only been 3 days of Guard practice! I can barely do a single. I feel so lame. hahaha. Oh, well, I'll just have to stretch my arms more. But the new work looks soooo awesome. I'll have to get a video of it soon. And I like my toss in the "fast" work. It goes niiice and hiiigh. ~~(like Jessie!)~~

Oh. I've been meaning to ask! I need some good OURAN HOST CLUB fanfiction. I haven't been able to find any. D: TwinsxHaruhi or TamakixHaruhi is preferred. :D Thanks!

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nervous

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06 August 2007 @ 05:20 pm

KH Survey. Thing. +My day! :D

( OMGWTFBBQ )

Yeah, couldn't help myself. Soriku's just so cuuute.
Anyway. I think I may have tonsillitis. WHICH SUCKS! I rather enjoy having all my body parts still with me, regardless if I need them or not. (No, they aren't getting taken out, I'm just a being a drama queen.)

Learned new work for Guard today. Whooo. The beginning sucks, but the fast part looks sooo cool. And I don't like my toss, but that's just because I can't do it yet. I was the same way with horizontals. haha. Learning 64 counts in one day is NOT. FUN. Let me tell you. I still don't have it down. And the beginning work is ridiculously slow and then it speeds up! Stupid latin music that the band will ultimately ruin...

Uhm. FOUND ULTRA SUPER FUNNY ZUKO VIDEO ON DEVIANTART. it makes me happy beyond belief. And like I should be on acid at a rave. Muhaha.

Gonna go take quizzes now as I'm too lazy to take bus to bookstore. Whee, Eclipse comes out tomorroooow!<3

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bored

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04 August 2007 @ 10:56 pm

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Oh. My. Gosh.

My tio Bobby's over and he brought 300! Yay! But I just found out that he's a republican who believes in the war in Iraq.

...klfjsdhlkf! He keeps saying things that makes me want to slap his head off. How we should stop them before they come over here. Okay, yeah, but what right do we have to make their decisions for them? Sorry, I don't believe in all that pre-empetive crap.

Garh...but today was pretty chill. Just hung out with Gabe and watched Family Guy, then went to Tea N More and got a buttermilk crepe...<3 Those things are ridiculously good. Ooh and a strawberry snow bubble! Hahaha, I am way too Asian for my own good. Then went to bookstore and got two books. Then watched 300 which was pretty good and only made me laugh a couple of times.

Now I'm reading fanfiction and talking to Sir Blake. I ahve also decided it is impossible to not be happy listening to The Rocket Summer. Bryce's voice is just so...I dunno...cheering. :)

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okay

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01 August 2007 @ 05:09 pm

Dr. Finger and Dr. Feel good!

Today was fun! I went to school, slept throguh it since I had nothing else to do, and then hung out with Jessie and Shelby. We went to Del Taco and I got owned my a recycling bin. Yeah. haha. And then I read and they looked through their high school yearbook and Jessie laughed at the retards. Yeah, she's SO nice. hahah.

And now she's telling bad jokes about cheetahs and insisting that they're funny.

...ANYWAAAY.

I took the Daemon quiz at the Golden Compass website and I got a dog. A DOG NAMED ANDREAS. I wanted like a fox or something. D: Ah, well.

And now Jessie's insisting that she didn't make "fun of the retards, then I sound like the bad guy!!" XD

Kay, gonna go eat enchiladas and play Spyrooo!

Current Location: Home.

Current Mood:

Heaaaadachheee

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31 July 2007 @ 01:03 pm

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Whoo! So I got a bunch done today in summer school. All I have left to do is take a quiz and a test and I'm DONE! No more schoolwork. And I have an A!

Yeah. In Summer School. Lame, I know. But anyway...

Today seems like a good day. For one thing, it's overcast. And I got my lab partner to make a facial expression resembling a smile. Let me tell you, that was pretty hard to do in the first place...and I've gone stamp crazy. So far I've been stamped as Roxas, Demyx, and Ravenclaw. Whooo! I shall have to find more...muhahaha...

Sadly, Gabe's being retarded and emo again. I do not understand that boy. One minute he's happy the next he's saying he wants to fling himself off a cliff. Sheesh.It makes me so frustrated, because I don't know what to do to help him! Mrrrh.

So, time to be a stamp whore again! Whee!

Current Mood:

chipper

Current Music: Eyes on Me by Faye Wong

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23 July 2007 @ 09:46 am

I know you, I've walked with you...

That was the most beautiful dream...
I dreamed I was loved. That someone sent me a package explaining why I hadn't seen them in a while, knowing that I was upset. In that package were riddles with each item. The first was a book, and it was about how Woman work. He said that there was one part the said some woman put up walls. He said that it seemed that I was because I was afraid of getting hurt. He then said that I shouldn't worry, because he would never hurt me...a few packages later, there was many sheets of origami and he said that he hoped his 1,000 crane wishes came true. And one more was a Goo Goo Dolls cd I didn't have and a Goo Goo Dolls singing card where he told jokes and most importantly the last thing...a chocolate rose and a love letter, explaining that he would take care of me and that he loved me and he hoped that I loved him. I started crying where i read it, went to show my mom and she pointed to the penguin who delivered it and said I should reply.

And then I woke up.

But gods, how I wish I could have someone like him. It broke my heart to wake up.

Tags: man of my dreams;

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Loved! Loved!

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22 July 2007 @ 10:55 pm

Writer's Block: Bump In The Night

What are you afraid of?

I am desperately afraid falling and the resulting impact. In the sense of emotionally and physically. I don't like being hurt. it's happened too many times before now, what should make it stop? What if I fall in love, and then I get my heart broken again? What if he end sup like my family, exactly like my family? I couldn't handle. This is one "what if" I don't have the courage to explore.

Tags: afraid of, writer's block

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crushed

Current Music: Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional

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27 January 2007 @ 09:07 pm

Teenage Mutant Ninja Iroh? :o

SO, I found out that Mako (may he rest in peace<3) voiced a character in TMNT! xD BUt I'm not sure who. I think it might be a baddie though.

It'll be interesting to hear Uncle Iroh in there. Hahaha.

Current Mood:

bored

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16 August 2006 @ 06:33 pm

MY OTP DRABBLENESSS.

( I )

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16 July 2006 @ 12:47 pm

*hides from Brad Pitt*

( ...Yeah, I had this really craaazzzy dream last night. )

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Dizzy

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20 May 2006 @ 12:10 pm

Persuaded yet?

( Gasp. )

Yes? No? Maybe so?

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calm

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15 May 2006 @ 06:04 am

Geh.

Stupid early shower things.

Ah, I clearly remember the first thing I thought as my alarm went off.

'Gah! Stupid English phones...'

Yes, I thought my alarm was an English telephone. So, I was dreaming I was a delivery girl in London. Yeah...

Alright, more later. I'm sure my day will be interesting.

Current Location: At my desk, at home.

Current Mood:

Too bloody early...

Current Music: Reprise -Spirited Away

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10 May 2006 @ 07:24 pm

Again, with the poetry.

But, see, this one is actually for Englsih. SO HAH EMOTIONS! TAKE THAT!

It's for The Red Badge of Courage. That's why if you haven't read it and you're like 'WTF MATE!?', that's why. XD

( My dear, sweet child... )

Current Mood:

artistic

Current Music: Sanctuary by Utada Hikaru

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08 May 2006 @ 04:10 pm

Poetic liscense.

( See what emotions do to meeee? )

Current Mood:

Indescribable.

Current Music: Sanctuary ~After the battle~

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29 March 2006 @ 11:06 am

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I just had the most awesome dream.

I was in that mall back in D.C. and all of a sudden I saw UTADA HIKARU.

Me: *jaw drop* OMFG!!

Everyone: Eh?

Me: UTADA HIKARU! *fangirl scream and rushes over to meet her*

Everyone:...*used to her behavior, shrug and go to get food*

So, I meet her and then I see GERARD WAY next to her! *insert more fangirl screams*

And then I woke up just as he was smiling at me. *sobs*

Current Mood:

sick

Current Music: Passion UTADA HIKARU!!*screamfaint*

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08 March 2006 @ 03:35 pm

Riiikuuuu.

Which Riku Are You? (Kingdom Hearts)

You're... Riku. Confident, strong, cocky, attractive, cool... you're the real Riku, THE Riku, the one to be admired and pitied and hated all at once. You're fascinating because you're a normal person and not just one aspect of yourself. Full of surprises, and yet predictable at the same time. You're very cool, and don't worry-- there IS the occasional fangirl that DOES love you for you. ^_~
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I love Riku. hee.

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Loving Riku

Current Music: My Will (English) - Inuyasha

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26 February 2006 @ 08:56 pm

Oooo.

the Helper
Test finished!

you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.

"I must help others"

Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's
needs.

How to Get Along with Me

Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.

Share fun times with me.

Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus
on yours.

Let me know that I am important and special to you.

Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.

In Intimate Relationships

Reassure me that I am intersting to you.

Reassure me often that you love me.

Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.

What I Like About Being a Two

being able to relate easily to people and to make friends

knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better

being generous, caring, and warm

being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings

being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor

What's Hard About Being a Two

not being able to say no

having low self-esteem

feeling drained from overdoing for others

not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish

criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should

being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to
them

working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real
feelings

Twos as Children Often

are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism

try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding

are outwardly compliant

are popular or try to be popular with other children

act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention

are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted Twos), or quiet and shy
(the more introverted Twos)

Twos as Parents

are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm
and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)

are often playful with their children

wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?"

"Have I caused irreparable damage?"

can become fiercely protective

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

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You are not completely happy with the result?!

You chose CX

Would you rather have chosen:

AX (SEVEN)

BX (NINE)

CY (SIX)

CZ (ONE)

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 0% on ABC
You scored higher than 31% on XYZ

Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

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15 February 2006 @ 02:51 pm

Quizzes.

Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered,

powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see,

being fire you are quite strong and powerful

be it mentally, physically or both. People

look up to you greatly and often seek your

protection. You have the ability to gain many

friends and you are always one people can

count on to do what you say you will do. You

are extremely loyal, be it friends or family

you'll stick up for them and you are never

willing to put them in a position that could

hurt them. You know what roll you play in

life, leader, and you intend to let people

know it. Not everyone is capable of

leadership but you certainly have the

willpower and flare to do it. You have quite

a temper if it shows itself, one that can

often lead you into trouble. Once your mind

is made up there is no changing it but no one

said that was a bad thing.

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Eh. True enough, I suppose.

Artistic

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be

poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and

creativity, and usually are highly

intelligent. Others view you as mysterious

and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm

in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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But, but, but! I'm NOT artistic! At all! T-T

pure

Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most

of them go, are all compatabile creatures,

but Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure

Angels always appear when a child is born,

when a rainbow is seen, or when someone

shares their first kiss. They never grow old,

an can appear in the shape of a naked woman

with white, bold wings. Pure angels are the

carriers of god, and show their love to

everyone in the world.

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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...That doesn't really sound like me...and no comments from the peanut gallery, please. :D

August

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave

and fearless.Firm and has leadership

qualities. Knows how to console others. Too

generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of

oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary

spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked.

Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and

cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent

thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves

to dream. Talented in the arts, music and

defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor

resistance against illnesses. Learns to

relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and

caring. Loves to make friends .

What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You?
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Now, that's more like it.

Off to read fanfiction! Ta!

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Must. Stop. SNEEZING.

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